The Recipe Ledger,
1972.할매의 손글씨 레시피
The notebook is fabric-bound, the cloth a faded indigo that may once have been blue. Forty-seven recipes, written in my grandmother's careful Korean script, each one numbered and dated by the season it was first cooked.
There are oil stains. There are smudges where something boiled over. The edits are in different colored pens — some in pencil from 1972, some in red ballpoint from the 1990s, one in green that we think is from my mother. Two recipes have been crossed out and rewritten from scratch. Most haven't been touched in fifty years.
I keep the notebook in the kitchen, in a drawer next to the stove. The pages are kept clean now, because we have copies. But every cook who works here is shown the original on their first day, and is shown the page of the dish they are about to make. That is the orientation.